What About Me?

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I'm a writer. End of story. Actually, the beginning, but close enough. I discovered my talent around the age of 12 though I did not fully put it to the test until my sophmore year of high school. It was an English teacher who recognized my talents and help me push to be better. I took a poetry class in college that opened my eyes up to the world of poetry. I learned many forms, as well as exercised them. August 13, 2007: a day that has changed me forever. You see, I lost my best friend that day; 14 years gone and all I'm left with is memories. With that being said, my writing went MIA for three years, and now, it's SO much different then what it used to be. Take it or leave it; you need my words in your life.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Peyton Manning and the Denver Broncos

So Peyton Manning will be putting on a Denver Broncos jersey, eh? A 35 year old quarterback recovering from a (third) neck surgery, signed for a five year contract at $95 million dollars. What are the chances that he hurts himself again this season? What if they let Tebow go

Don't get me wrong, I like Manning. Four-time NFL MVP, 12 years with the Colts, 10 playoffs appearances, two AFC championships, a superbowl, not to mention he was a starting quarteback for every game. He has passed for 4000+ yards 11 times in 13 seasons. His career yards are more than 54,700. He has been sacked over 200 times and 50 plus fumbles in his 12 year career. Manning is a legacy; a future hall of famer. His QB rating is somewhere around 95%. He'll be amongst my favorite quarterback and Denver Broncos Executive Vice President John Elway. Manning has outstanding leadership, a great arm, and there is no doubt in my mind that he can make the Broncos Super Bowl contenders--he just needs to stay healthy. Sure. We have left tackle Ryan Clady to back up the blind side. We have some great young receivers like Eric Decker and Demaryius Thomas. As long as Willis McGahee and Knowshon Moreno stay good, our running backs are set. Yet, none of this matters unless Peyton stays healthy as well.

As for my thoughts on Tim Tebow-- I think Denver should keep him. The kid could learn a lot from Manning. That's a big advantage, especially if Manning does indeed gets hurt. Tim doesn't really need a giant contract, but he should be given another chance-- he didn't do too bad for us last season. Tim needs to throw the ball more. This is the NFL. The Big Boys Game. The run isn't always going to work. I also would like to see Tebow play a different position like Tight End or Running Back. I'm sure he'd do just ok even as a Wide Receiver.

Leadership does two things; makes things great or tears things down. Teamwork out does all.

My best interest is in the Denver Broncos. I have been a fan for all 24.5 years of my life, and I don't see that changing anytime soon. So here's to a healthy season for Peyton Manning. Here's to keeping Tim Tebow and shifting him around. Really, here's to the Denver Broncos and a winning season.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Cliche, But It's The Start To A Great Finish

January 1, 2012.

"It's the first day of the new year.  New me." Yeah.... well I still like the "old" me.

"This will be the year.  This is the one.  It's gonna be different." I've totally said this before.  Probably more than once or twice.

"Day one of my weight loss challenge!" Ok. Statistics show it works for the first 30 days.  Gyms are packed at ALL hours of the day.  But it starts dying out late January, and gradually continues for 3-4 more months later.

No doubt those are all common phrases we've heard or even have said ourselves when the new year rolls around.  Maybe even some of us have actually stuck to a "resolution" made at the beginning of the new year.

Yet, I have found if you set a realistic, short-term goal, you're more than likely to achieve it.  Especially if it's written out, you can visually see what you're trying to achieve and remind yourself that there's something there that needs to get done.  Set goals, don't make resolutions.  Goals are more realistic.

Mine? 
Get back in school.
New car in 6 months.
Move out in a year.

On the other hand, why must it be a "new year" to make changes to our lifestyles?

I'm not worried about the world ending in 2012.  It will end itself when it's good and ready and no one will know.  We should live every day like it's our last.  There might be a day where it is our last.  Regardless about your take on religion, your beliefs, lets live our lives like every day is a blessing.  Every day is a gift.

2011.  You were decent to me for the most part.  I lost my grandfather, a man I cherished and loved so much, in a way I never would have imagined.  I took some risks.  I made some mistakes. I became more patient and positive. I learned to let love in.  I let go of the negative relationships, made extraordinary new ones, and rekindled cherished old ones. 

My wish for 2012?

Let's love like crazy, take lots of pictures, laugh more, have little moments, big moments, spend more time with our family, our friends.  Say, "I love you" like you mean it, whenever you mean it. And just maybe, somewhere in all of this, the greatness we have sought our whole lives will emerge, and our light will shine to the world.  Positive thoughts create positive energy, so it's time to be positive.  The time is now.  It always has been.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Temptation

Temptation/If there was a picture/It’d be yours painted next to the definition/I’m a painter/Creating and using my own foundation/I paint pictures for later/For the haters/Because without them who would truly care?/Look/Don’t judge me for what I wear/How I do my hair/You know nothing, get outta here/I’m more of a man/Than some dudes that have a ehmm in their pants/I’m lethal with a pen in hand/Romantic when I’m holdin’ hands/Sometimes I think I can/Than reality sets in/And really all we can ever do is kick it/No kissin’/Not even touchin’/Only lust, no lovin’/Yeah I don’t know what I’m missin’/And leading you on isn’t my intention/Somethin’ so complex it feels like a mission/Submission/WWE/The way you are/It’s somethin’ oh so sweet/tea/It’s killin’ me softly/Kisses on my cheek sendin’ through volts of electricity/Finally/Someone who gets my personality/Who’s not rushin’ me/goin’ with the flow like the Mississippi/Not with overflow/Slow goin’/Paddle boat/Just so you know/I’ve clarified/Invested the time tellin’/I’m not sure what’s on my mind but I’m tryin’/Maybe the effort isn’t as concerted as you’d like it/But I’m tryin’/For once I’m not denyin’/Maybe I’m just buyin’ time/Yeah right/Isn’t that somethin’ we’d all like to try?/ Lies/ They’re easier to tell than the truth/From day one I promised you/Honesty/ And honestly, I’ve been doin’ pretty good/So it seems/ But beauty/ Is in the eye of the beholder and everything/ So I’ll just keep painting/ You just keep standing/ Still/ If you will/ No sudden movements/ You might just send me to the moon/ When you walk into the room/ Who am I kiddin’/ You do/I keep tryin' to resist/ And that’s why you’re temptation